I try my best to not think about you but whenever i do, i feel empty. not having you in my life leaves me feeling desolated.
Today i just got blocked by a very random person. A week ago, i mean he followed me on twitter, so i followed back. I usually tend to check out the tweets of the people i follow back, and this guy had all instagram links. And the pictures he clicked were just amazing! like mind blowing awesome. so i followed him on Insta. he followed me back there too. For a week i liked his stuff and he liked my stuff. There was no communication as such other then that. And today out of the blue, randomly im blocked. like WHY? 😦 Its not like i messaged him everyday or irritated him. He could have just hit the UnFollow button if following my account was getting really lame, Why did he feel the need to block me on instagram???? I mean its so weird. I get it if i fought with someone, or a break up, you block me… okay its understandable. But why does a random stranger feel the need to block me???? WHY?
SIX THINGS I WISH I’D NEVER DONE –
1) Hurting my parents over someone who dint give two shits about me.
2) Trusting random people. People usually learn from their mistakes the first time. i’m so dumb, i had to go through the same thing thrice before realising WTF is wrong with me.
3) Hurting a school friend.,
4) Talking to a childhood friend whose a complete A**hole currently!
5) Joining twitter. so difficult to stop being addicted to it 😛
6) Saying things i never really meant in the ANGER mode.
DAY 4 – SEVEN THINGS THAT CROSS YOUR MIND A LOT – these are literally the things that go on in my mind at different points of the day –
“DID ANYONE RETWEET OR FAV ANYTHING?”
“GOD! MY MEDICAL CAREER IS SUCH A FAIL. I SHOULD HAVE JUST TAKEN UP SOMETHING LIKE BBA OR INTERIOR DESIGNING AND I WOULD BE WORKING IN AN AWESOME JOB RIGHT NOW. EARNING SOMETHING IN MY FIELD. WHY DID THE COUNTRY HAVE TO CHANGE THE RULES??? UFFFF. WHY DO THEY HATE ME? WHY WASN’T I AN EMARATI? WHY WAS I BORN HERE? WHY WASN’T I THE SHEIKHS DAUGHTER!!?!? UGH. LIFE SUX.”
“Y AM I SO DESPERATE FOR LOVE SOMETIMES? I HAVE AN AMAZING LIFE. WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT, THE RIGHT GUY WILL COME ALONG.”
“HAVE I BEEN SNAPCHATTING TOO MUCH? OMG I SHOULDN’T HAVE SENT THAT. WAS I TOO LAME? OH GOD SHE READ IT. PLEASE DON’T BLOCK ME.”
“I JUST SIT THE WHOLE DAY ON MY PHONE AND LAPTOP. GOD WHY DON’T I HAVE A LIFE. JUST SITTING I’M GONNA GAIN WEIGHT LIKE MAD. TOMORROW NEED TO START GOING ON A WALK!!!! PUT REMINDER ON PHONE.”
“SERIOUSLY WHY DON’T I HAVE A LIFE?”
“OMG AM I A POTATO”